Bio my story with sex: I am an ordinary girl, I could be your next door neighbor, but I have a confession to make:
My first orgasm was at 25 and, during the previous years, I systematically faked pleasure every time I had sex.
My story with sex: My first time was at 17, I was very curious like any teenager, but also guilt and fear. Fortunately, there was no trauma or abuse here. My difficulty had to do exclusively with the education I received, the model of what a good girl had to be: good girls don’t go around experimenting, they don’t fuck before they get married. I did it and I felt I felt terribly guilty. It may seem like a thing of the last century, but there are still families where sex is taboo and that was my case.
Of course, I was very ashamed not to have orgasms and I hid it, I did not talk about it with anyone. At first, I blamed my inexperience and that of my partner, I thought that as we had more practice, the orgasm was going to come on its own, but it did not happen.
Afterwards, I thought that when I could become independent and make my life without being accountable to anyone, I would be able to truly feel free and experience pleasure, but it didn’t happen either.
Finally, I decided to start therapy with a sexologist and talk frankly about all that pressure and expectations, and the orgasm came to an end.
In this blog, I want to share my story of self-knowledge and sexual experimentation to help other people who are going through the same difficulties that I had and also as part of my change of attitude. I don’t want to hide my wishes anymore. Sex is good, sex is healthy, and most important of all, it is never too late to learn to experience pleasure.
Bio my story with sex
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